Communications

communications is one of the important thing of all between relationship, being family, friends etc... recently i read my dear blog saying tt we were having some communication break dwn. so aurgments and dispute broke out... actually its all started abt i didnt celebrate our 1st yr anniversary. yar the 1st. ppl might think 1st yr muz be very unforgettable. but i tot she told me tat we will do it a week later, so didnt really occur to me tt actual day suppose to meet her... as i recieved her msg the day b4, saying tt she nt joining me for dinner wit my friends. i knew she yaring to hv some romatic montents but it also depend weather we hv the time... her monther always forbid her from gg out if nt she tag along. haiz its diffcult to make plans... i hope u she can understand wat i'm trying to say.
and she said tat i'm fighting over $ wit her in front of my friends? i dun remember tt sence. monetary matters its very sensative and i nv asked her for money of cos...
well i was thinking of gg to iraq for misson trip as its once a life time, i noe myself very clearly tat my carrer lifespan its very short, so i hv to earn more $ b4 i leave the force.. i think she dun understand as she nt in the working society yet. she think i wan to leave her behind? or i gg to somewhere to enjoy? the fact is i myself dun even like sailing. anyway i left a yr plus and i will be onshore for good. yah!!! juz hv to keep the faith nw. alway love you my dear!